i was lucky to have been able to use another computer today.
im mostly on myspace or my messenger
i have yahoo, msn ,& myspace messenger now.
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My URL: myspace.com/cam2injected
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hope to hear from yall soon.


what happened ?when did feelings get in the way of everything and cause problems.what happened ?
Sometimes i never know what to say or do because i don't expect the response.
if i try to be nice i get used or tricked and then thrown away like a used rag.
If i am assertive im an asshole or rude.
how come people are so judgemental and vindictive and decide in the first five minuites to treat me with no respect or just toss my feelings aside.
im not expecting any remorse or sympathy but i just need an answer sometimes.


more pain in a hurt heartonce i had a friend i thought had cared about me. Then they leave for a few days and i wish them a safe trip and that i would miss them.more pain in a hurt heart
But after a few days and no word they return only to say they met someone and shatter any feelings i may have had for them.
Then they become defensive even though they had hurt my feelings and ruined my life once more.
Now all i have left is a pain in my heart where love once was.
How can i stop this cycle of events from happening all the time?
I thought there was a way because if there is i must not know all the answers.


you made me make the decisioni thought you were not going to hurt my feeling and leave me in the dark.you made me make the decision
As we talked i had said i had feelings for you and you said the same to me.
Then you dropped a wall on me saying you found someone else.
I was shocked and stunned at first but i felt the need to move on and try to be calm and say goodbye.
Then you snapped at me saying you were like all the others and that i was not suppost to say how i felt.
But the only truth is that you are the one who made the decision to say what you did and i only responded on hurt feelings and trying to say goodbye & move on. &


anger and confusionThe days passed and i thought i was on the clouds and feeling good about myself.anger and confusion
But then a single moment made it come crashing down and i wanted to end the pain i was feeling and the despair and anger from hearing the words of selfishness.
But then i relised that there wasn't a reason to feel so pissed off because soon they will feel the same feelings because everything comes back twice as bad.
Sometimes i wish i could know the warning signs of mistrust and stupidity, Then i would know when to leave before it gets out of control and it goes from light to darkness.
For now it just seems that
Still remember me?
What been new?
Haven't talked to you in forever!!
How are you? xD
im on myspace mostly
i was lucky to get on another computer today finally.
hope to hear from you.
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Don't ask for forgiveness you will not get any from me.
Your pain and angiush will be my gift to you for hurting me.
Have a nice day....
ohhhh riiiiight giggity diggity giggity!
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and a huge tree is fallen over in my back yard
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Don't ask for forgiveness you will not get any from me.
Your pain and angiush will be my gift to you for hurting me.
Have a nice day....
ohhhh riiiiight giggity diggity giggity!
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Licensed and brought to you by your friends at GeneCO.
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Don't ask for forgiveness you will not get any from me.
Your pain and angiush will be my gift to you for hurting me.
Have a nice day....
ohhhh riiiiight giggity diggity giggity!
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Licensed and brought to you by your friends at GeneCO.
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