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you made me make the decisioni thought you were not going to hurt my feeling and leave me in the dark.   
As we talked i had said i had feelings for you and you said the same to me.   
Then you dropped a wall on me saying you found someone else.   
I was shocked and stunned at first but i felt the need to move on and try to be calm and say goodbye.   
Then you snapped at me saying you were like all the others and that i was not suppost to say how i felt.   
But the only truth is that you are the one who made the decision to say what you did and i only responded on hurt feelings and trying to say goodbye & move on.  & you made me make the decision
in Satire 2d 7h ago
anger and confusionThe days passed and i thought i was on the clouds and feeling good about myself.   
But then a single moment made it come crashing down and i wanted to end the pain i was feeling and the despair and anger from hearing the words of selfishness.   
But then i relised that there wasn't a reason to feel so pissed off because soon they will feel the same feelings because everything comes back twice as bad.   
Sometimes i wish i could know the warning signs of mistrust and stupidity, Then i would know when to leave before it gets out of control and it goes from light to darkness.   
For now it just seems that anger and confusion
in Satire 1w 2d ago
the feelingsi thought i lost my feelings and kindness when that disrespectful person used and betrayed me.   
But then after knowing that i was better than that persons misjudgement and hate i moved on and am not looking back.   
Then i find another who wanted to be with me and showed me that there are still sparks of kindness out in the world when everything looked hopeless.   
So i say this to the ones who thought it was just a game to use and throw me away.   
You lost the best thing that has happend to you and your self distruction will only hurt you more and the ones around you.   
But i know that i the feelings
in Satire on 5/27/08
what ?What is this i hear a voice from long ago calling me.   
But im deaf to the words coming my way because i know the story like before.   
I will not be tricked into listining to the same old lies and coy talk like i did before.   
But i could care less about what is being said because i have left the past in the past it has become a faded memory or a torn photograph.   
Nothing that can be said or done will ever change my mind on what has happened to my feelings and integrity.   
Show some dignity and just go back to your onn path you have chosen.   
I leave you in the depths of the d what ?
in Satire on 4/26/08
Reality checkI always thought that i lived with the sense of reason and honesty.   
But some people think that the world is always going to be easy and nothig will ever happen to them.   
But once i told them the harsh reality of the world they got all bitchy and whiny about it.   
Like with the few people who i used to trust and then they turned on me like typical liers and losers.   
One simple truth is that i think these people have to relise that the world and real life is alot more cruel and deadly than a simple conversation or feeling can be.   
I could go into great detail of the facts and reasons t Reality check
in Spoken Word on 4/13/08
fake friendsThere are so many fake friends in this world it makes me sick to my stomach.   
 You try to be nice and try to talk to them after an initial hello but after a few lame replies from them they never even respond or admit you even exist.   
This makes me wonder why these people even give a dam how many page views and comments they have when they never really care about the ones who have be- friended them in the first place.   
There is a code of conduct i think says one should never have too many frinds if you cannot reply to one of your 20,000 pageviewers.   
I might seem a bit cynical but i think so fake friends
in Spoken Word on 4/1/08
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in Spoken Word on 2/12/08

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